Today's today

[severity_softly]

What do you guys think of the new user pic? It's the Hansen Writing Ball. You know those people that have the non-fandom user pics that they've kept as a default so long that the userpic sort of identifies them? I can haz it? Well, I hope so. I'm giving this one a whirl and we'll see if it lasts. I like it because it's writerly and it looks like art. I'm telling you, this old typewriter has me by the balls; it gorgeous. I would love to own one. Anyway, what do you guys think?

So I had therapy today, which was mostly okay. I had to explain what my little episode of "GET ME OFF THESE FUCKING DRUGS" was all about. In talking about it, I think we determined that it was the highs that I was missing. The creativity. The focus. And, I'm not gonna lie, the sex drive. She was saying that the Prozac can sometimes have a "flattening" effect on emotions, and now that I've added the Geodon to my arsenal of pills, we can step back the Prozac and see if that makes a difference. If not, we may add Welbutrin to it. Oh yay, four drugs. Somehow we went from me wanting to get off all of it, to talking about adding another drug. Wtf. *headdesk* I know it's not unusual for bipolar people to be on a "cocktail" of meds, but it still bugs me. *sigh*