I might be a little beligerent.

[severity_softly]

Dr. M called me and left a message strongly advising me not to get off my meds abruptly. I haven't actually talked to her, but I still want to do it.

ETA: Just talked to her. She told me not to do anything rash and we should talk about doing it on my next visit. I hate this. I hate the waiting. I want to do it now. She said maybe I should wait until I've had a year of sobriety, then we could gradually ween me off the meds and see what happens. Fuck that shit.

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[severity-softly.livejournal.com]

Because I want to know who I am without a drug in my system. And I'm tired of finding it a chore to write on my own lately. I'm just sick of it.

[mcgarrygirl78.livejournal.com]

I totally understand that. I do think you should have a long talk with your therapist about this though I dont necesarily believe you have to agree with everything she has to say about the situation. In the end the decision is yours only.

I wish you the best of luck in making it. It cant be easy.