Song of the Day #75: Stare it Cold - The Black Crowes

I'm going to try to get back on doing this regularly. I got a bit off track during Xmas and never got back. This may become part of my morning routine now.

So today, the mighty shuffle setting on my iPod chose this gem. Man, I used to have quite the crush on Chris Robinson way back when. :)

I might be a little beligerent.

Dr. M called me and left a message strongly advising me not to get off my meds abruptly. I haven't actually talked to her, but I still want to do it.

ETA: Just talked to her. She told me not to do anything rash and we should talk about doing it on my next visit. I hate this. I hate the waiting. I want to do it now. She said maybe I should wait until I've had a year of sobriety, then we could gradually ween me off the meds and see what happens. Fuck that shit.

"Snow"

It's not fair that everyone else is getting good snow, and we are getting ( this )

My poor laptop

I think it's time to get a new one. My power cord is still doing that thing where it regularly acts like it's not plugged in, and now my battery is about to "reach the end of its usable life". The battery will take about $150 to replace, and it's about the same to replace the jack for my AC cord. Considering the screen of my laptop is burned out in the bottom right, I might as well buy a new one, or maybe a netbook. My husband is so addicted to Warcraft that it's not funny, so sharing a computer would be hard. Plus, I write better when I'm locked in the bedroom without distractions. Using the desktop would eliminate that.

*sigh* Of course I have no money and no credit. Fun times. I wonder if the husband could get credit... If not, it's going to be a long time before I have a fully functioning laptop again.

This sucks. Maybe my tax refund will help.

(Sorry for the spam today. I'm off work and it keeps me distracted from the mess in my head.)